Wednesday, November 9th
Cruz is still taking baby steps of improvement every day. As of last night, we was up to 23cc on his feeds. His goal is 49cc. We're half way there. No bottle feeding yet.
Loved being reunited with our boys. Missed them so much. Coker had a little hard time adjusting to mommy and daddy being back home (he has become very attached to his Memaw). But after dinner, game playing and reading books together, he seemed to be doing much better. It's going to be hard leaving them again this weekend. I am finding it very difficult to have my heart in two places. It's like I have walked back into my life, picked right back up with raising my children and busying myself with household chores but yet there is a special little one missing in all of this. I long to have my whole family under one roof.
The enemy continues to come at us from all angles. Today was a day of dealing with a lot of "stuff." I would find myself dwelling on it then worry would set in, then some panic and I would quickly have to readjust my thoughts back to God. I need to remember that He has been faithful and will continue to be faithful. And once I would readjust my thoughts, He would show his glory. Got goosebumps from Him many times throughout the day. Love it!
We are relying heavily on this verse.
Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not rely on your own understanding; think about Him in all your ways, and he will guide you on the right paths. Proverbs 3:5-6
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